25 August, 2010

memori perjuangan...

yes...
ko nk berjuang ape?ape saje dat u fight for ur believe...
anything...
masa kecik,fight to be the best dlm study...
then career...
paling susah kebenaran...(xnk ulas)
now yg macik nk cter...pasal BF ni....
saje...ni cter macik share,cter macik xleh share,mck simpan dlm diari/otak saje...
yup2....one at a time...
awal2 dlu,ms macik ngandung,macik amik port....
tp xlekat kat otak...
wat i noe,pump n simpan...how long,what 2 do next,where 2 put..
macik tolak tepi sket...byk sgt nk digest....
cpu macik ms 2 slow sket...kekadang hang...muahahahha...
cter kat pacik,pacik kate,boleh je nk BF,lagi bagus...
itu saja komen standard dia...
in depth mmg pacik pon mcm tatau...
pacik will support anything i do...slaghi dlm T&C...
but still...with lack of knowledge,macik slalu rs alone....
till d time after macik deliver, i ask nurses regarding BF n the lactation herself...
masa ni,ha ko...mcm nk chocking,"mati..byk gler aku xtau"
nk panik xsempat,wat 2 to....
macik row wif d flow...
ceduk ilmu kat tenet...email laktasi,senior2 yg bpengalaman,wat muke tebal sudah...
ilmu...takkan datang bergolek...
ko nk blaja,ko p cari guru...takkan guru nk cari ko kn?
ms2 down time 2 byk...yelah,manusia...
ade time rs down giler....
kena maki,nk attend mitin,mindset pepel yg soh bg FM...
blablablablaaa....macik tadah je la....smp 1 tahap,stress susu xmo kuar...
pump mcm nk rak....sbb stress dia stuck...
macik kena la motivate dr sdr...sbb inside yg da nk out(blom out lagi)
n last 2 days, macik dpertemukan dgn geng BF live u.....
kat alam maya slalu jmp...ni eye 2 eye....
mmg semangat la macik....nak2 jmp ms time pump....
pepaham je la.....
macik bersyukur sgt,dijumpakan n dipinjamkan balik semangat yg hilang
syukran jazilan....

2 comments:

Momma Mia said...

Semangat Mas!! semoga sentiasa bersemangat luar biasa baik utk meneruskan BF!! u pasti can do it.

mas said...

insyaallah kak..tq2...tgk ank akaknye susu,semangat gue...chayo!!